Life is not a game....

when you feel that you the most unlucky creature in this world...when your thinking belongs to one central theme " life's purpose"..when you feel that I shud have done that... When you feel that world is not fair ... when you feel that what you want is just an expression of your current frustration..when you feel that world is full of useless creatures and you are one of them...when you want to change your destiny..when you start sharing these dreams with your friends and when they ridiculed you, you get annoyed...when you think that there is something which is waiting for you...there is a goal which wants to be discovered by you...when you really feel the pain of continuing your current job, work, activity or whatever...when you feel that everything indicates something but you don't know that thing...when you feel that world is conspiring to help you to find ur calling...when you feel that you can be the one who can take that extra step to find out the unknown...when you feel that you are ready to take the world in any shape or size...when you feel that you can write something interesting like this...then think again....

WISHES

I wished I was a musician, but I was highly strung;
I wished I was a physician, but I was scared of the pneumonitis in my lung;

I wished I was a dancer, but I couldn’t hop a step;
I wished I was a lancer, but I didn’t get pep;

I wished I was a pilot, but I could not fly high;
I wish I was an executive, but I could not even put on a tie;

I wished I was in submarines, but I could not dive;
I wished I was a hunter, but I was scared of an ant alive;

I wished I was an engineer, but in my thoughts I couldn’t cement;
All I could do in the end was to sit and lament;

I wished I was this and I wished I was that;
But over my thoughts I slept only like a bat.

Today I know where exactly I did go wrong.
My wishes were fine but my heart not so strong.

My friend from me, do take little advice.
Before you waste your time think once, twice and thrice,

Make hay whilst the sun shines
You’ll surely reach the sky like the tall thee pines.

SOUTHAFRICANARY

I want to play Cricket…chalo seedhe padai karo …cricket khelenge laatshahab…

This was the reaction when I told my parents that I want to be a cricketer….now after seeing today’s game they surely feel guilty of not allowing me to play and choose cricket as my career….By the way for those who still don’t make sense of my words, today Australia made 434 runs in a one day cricket….yes a world record, can you believe it…in 50 overs 434…8.68 runs per over…that too against South Africa not against some minnows like Kenya…Poor South Africa no….So when South Africa was going back to pavilion for the lunch Commentators are thinking the same and they were not to blame either…with this target only a insane can think of something positive….. but South Africa team is like full of insane craziest creatures…why…because they chose not to minimize the gap of defeat rather what they have done is made a world record…stumped….ha ha…yes they slaughtered Australians…They surpassed 434 and made 438 ….now stop saying F***…no no it’s not extraordinary…..because there is no word for this type of victory…in fact now for these type of performance a new word should be used southafricanary....I am now thinking that I should have chosen cricket as my career….

Be a Rebel...

Zindagi jeene ke do hi tareeke hote hain ya to jo ho raha hai hone do... bardasht karte raho... ya fir jimmedari uthao use badalne ki....

There always comes a time when you feel that you should take the stand and take the responsibility to change the course of your life…but then we are not that strong enough…Today, I have not taken that stand yet, but yes I have conveyed my dilemmas and frustrations to my reporting officer with full details…although I was bit aggressive but it always need a dhamaka to wake up a dead person…after the much heated discussion I was thinking of saying sorry but then I realized that I have said the truth so didn’t apologized…You might portray me as somebody who got attitude problems …So what….I got attitude and I am happy to live with that profile…. I sometimes feel that I should quit but then I can’t …Why not….just because, then at every interview or interaction, I always have to justify my career gap…and then I may also not get what I actually want…although I can handle that also, but then the pressure from colleagues, seniors, family, and lot of unknown faces makes me weak… you might think that one should not think about all these but then I am a normal human being with an attitude…I am not that extraordinary bond and I have more or less already written my course of life ..So it takes time to erase that path first and then rewrite something new… I am looking forward to that dawn when I wake up at six and feel excited for a cause….Hopefully that dawn will knock soon …

If there's magic in boxing it's the magic of fighting battle beyond endurance, beyond cracked ribs, ruptured kidneys and detached retinas.It's the magic of risking everything for a dream that nobody sees but you....